untitled.

I'm sorry for breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep.
Its all me, this time is the last time.
And a little bit longer and I'll be fine.
You don't even know. No. No.
As the times goes by, still no reason why.
Is the old me is dead and gone?
Forgive me I'm trying to find...
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear its true.
There's nothing on earth is better than you.
I'm trying, I'm on the dge of breaking dawn.
But, I can't breathe without you.
How long will I'll be waiting?
You're the light who makes my darkness dissappear... <3
More and more. I start to realize.
I can't reach my tomorrow
I can't throw my hands up high.
I don't wanna fall asleep.
I rather be alone.
If I know that I can't make you happy.
I close my eyes and pray...
Pray for all of this..
All the dissappointed-ness.
I love you..
I do..


Dedicated to: my mom



Skr

me

everybody always talkin at me.
I wanna listen to my own heart talking.
did you ever let go? did you ever not know.

I'm not gonna stop that's who I am. That is my plan. Bet on it.
To turn my life aroung, today is the day. Bet on it.

Should I ask a question in every move I make?
I don't wanna make the same mistake.
Did you ever try to make a lie again?
I don't wanna win this game if I can plaay it in my way.
Hold on.
Gonna work on my swing to do my own dance.
Its not good at all to say that.. And not recognize your face. Its such a scary place.
The answers are wrong, all I gotta do is.....

I'm not gonna stop. Not gonna stop till I get my shot.
That's who I am that's my plan.


Bet on it.



Skr

I Feel So GOOD!

My Freakkky Friends!

hello. mau introduce temen-temen dr tk-smp yaaa..

1. Rico Erlangga-> Rico
one word: frontal. He is kind and a very good friend. We met in Pilar Bangsa International School.

2. Mustafa Muhammad-> Mustafa
Arabian. We went to Pilar Bangsa Interschool (PBIS) together. in K2. He is soo superduper friendly.

3. Rahmawati Deseamini-> Rahma
She is good. but dia itu pendiem kita satu K2 juga pas di PBIS.

4. Aisyah Siti Inayati-> Aisyah
she is fat we went to PBIS. and she is guuuuuududududud.

5. Alysha Said-> Alysha
she is beautiful. we met in SD Don Bosco II. she is friendly and clllever.

6. Valentine Michelle-> Valentine
my longlost friend! last time we were met is at ice ring taman anggrek. when I was in 5 grader? we went to don bosco tgthr

7. Joey Debora-> Joey
my dance friend-_- in don bosco

8. Kevin Putra Pratama-> Kevin
one word: super duper clllvr.

9. Kurt V S-> Kurt
i cant describe anything about him

10. Michael D-> Michael
dulu gue manggil dia koko! :p garagara sekolah isinya chinese semua bwe :p

11. Adeline Suriadi-> Adeline
longlost.

12. Adeline Nathania-> Adeline

13. Rumman Shamlan-> Rumman
orang pertama yg gue temuin di ikip!

14. Wibiana Putrimada-> Biya
ini sahabat baik bgt :) tp gatau deh sekarang~

15. Diandra Devita-> Diandra
ini anak ngocol abis bgtan sahabat baik suka bbman kok smp skrg and pernah ktm pas di pim.

16. Putri Saraswati Sekarningtyas-> Sekar
wuii ini kembaranku <3 panggilannya sekar jugaa. trs kelas induk sama klmpk semester 1 sama gt pas kls 6. nah dia tuh dulu panggilannya sekp gue sek-a.

17. Maria Qibthi-> Kiki
wuihiii kiikiii!! kangen bgt dulu dia kocak abis

18. Dhaninda Fitri-> Ninda
endut! dia pinter bgt gambar manga dan baik bgtan

19. Ridha fatima-> Ridha
baik haha

20. Ghifary Moeis-> Fary
jamur! iya dulu dia dipanggil jamur gt sama anak-anak garagara rambutnya

well temen sd gamungkin gue sebutin satusatu skrg smp aja deh

21. Denny Antasena-> Denny
wuiliah denny. dia kayak gue bgt suka lagu-lagu. dan kalo nyari lagu pasti di hp dia lengkap. apalagi lagu ATL. haha.baik bgt anaknya peduli sama fashion apalagi rambut nya!

22. M. Yusuf Dwiputra-> Putra
ngambekan, badmood mulu. tapi aslinya baik. trs suka narik idung orang. soulmatenya diaitu denny kalo ketemu.......gutbai

23. Irsyad Fadhilah-> Irsyad/Syad.k
dia dulu...lupakan. anaknya baik tapi dulu berandal bgtdeh. skrg udah engga. suka bikin grafitti. keren-keren.

24. Ganapati Wraspati-> Gana
ini anak simple bgt. kalo nyapa di bbm/msn: "kai" atau "sekar" gue "knp" katadia "gapapa" ih dikirain penting -_- dia orang bali tp tinggal disini.

25. Rayhan Mahendra-> Rayhan
ini dia ketua OSIS sekolah gue hueheh :p baik dan lebih simple daripada gana.

26. Hafief Febrizky-> Hafief
dia anak kelas 7. sahabat gue bgt nihh. pokoknya teemn smp pasti tiap weekend kerumah gue haha buat ngapain kek.

27. Mochammad Dimas-> Dimas
dia kelas 7 juga. anaknya kocak benerbener ganahan. terus dia itu skrg pacarnya rakha. haha

28. Haikal Ilham-> Ilham
anaknya baik ga sombong terus apaadanya.

29. M. Rizky Vinadi-> Kiki
baik kalo diajaka curhat paling top. dia juga sering curhat

30. Semua anak 8.3
semuanya sahabat aku :-)

31. Luthfiadesta Andiko P-> Iko
anaknya baik cuma kalo ngomong ganahan :p

32. Adila Septiari-> adilla/dila
wih ini anak suka dipanggil "ci" garagara sipit.

33. Dania Kamal
orang arab. baik bgtan,

34. Puri Kirana-> Puri
wih ini anak jagonya artis-artis deh. hollywood sama disney dia ngerti semua.

35. M. Iqbal Reynaldi-> Aldi
baik cerewet bawel ngeselin :p

36. Firja Juliano-> Firja
frontal. haha

37. Timur Akbar-> Timur
baik. suka travelling kaya gue :p

38. Ikhsan Nur Rahman-> Ican
anaknya kecil tapi jago main bola dan suka ngelawak,

39. Farah Ardiya-> Farah
baik ga sombong baik baik baik.'

40. Nurul Ixena-> Ixena
baik ttapi rada ngeselin masa gapernah bawa buku cetak ke sekolah-_-

41. Nimas Siti Radhin-> Nimas
baik cantik kalo ngmg gajelas :p

42. Algi Ramadya-> Algi
gakomenah

43. Feren Nurhidayati-> Feren
baik pinter nari tradisional.

44. Karine Kristanti-> Karine
simple bgt anaknnya

45. Randhika-> ADOEEET
haha panggilannya adoet. kocak.

46. Rakha Aditya-> Rakha
soulmatenya dimas.

bsklagiyabye

Photography Essay do.

rewind the memories.

with denny at my room.
background: dimas&may

happy birthday gana! prank bday party while he is in bali.

DBC,

me: white tshirt

ixena: brown tshirt

rizaldi: black tshirt

adisty: blac&white tshirt

putra: blue jersey

elementary memory.

ninda, biya, me, sekarp, rumman


iko, me, algi, dimas. in my room

when I was alittlegirl. with oom nova mayang eyang and bapak




my 11th birthday party at ancol.

me, biya, diandra, may, abil

at school's hall.

me, iko, farah, shara

at teacher's office

me, alfian, denny, iko, putra



algra

DBC

me, pakdeden, rizaldi, ikhsan, algi, wira, denny.

pacuan kuda until Gana's house

Sitting here in my living room while drinking my hot cocoa, and waiting for my Mie Rebus.

Now, I'' tell you about todaaay.

yeah, my JHS' life is superduper different instead of my elementary's life. and honestly, I prefer my JHS' life. yaaaa, kalo pas SD mau pergi tuh susahh terus temen2nya juga beda sama saya, ya saya orangnya outdoor :D kalo SMP tuh, tiap sabtu pasti adaaa aja yang kerumah, dan pasti cowok. ngga denny lah putra lah ilham lah bahkan sampe adek kelas gue, alhafiz hafief bagas dimas atau siapalah.

dan pas SD itu im nothin di sekolah, kalo pas SMP (maafbukan pamer ya) gue ikut OSIS dari kls 7, kls 7 gue cuma anggota sekbid 6. skrg kelas 8 gue jadi wakil ketua 2, heran nggasih, gue yang kayak gini bisa ikutan OSIS yang tahap seleksinya di KOPASSUS(komandan pasukan khusus) yang terkejam nomer 3 di dunia. heran sendiri gue. trs gue ikut pelatihan batik NASIONAL sama poster competition unesco yang menangnya bisa ke paris double heran gue juga. terus abs itu ketua Diponegoro Bike to School triple heran juga gue. dan gue juga jadi tim inti paskibra SUMPAH ADA APA DENGAN DUNIA? dan gue juga heran, gue kira cuma kegiatan begini aja. ternyata di kegiatan intra, gue juga dipilih mulu. waktu kelas 7, gue dipilih english contest tp batal garagara apa gt, terus abs itu banyak deh sampe akhirnya skrg gue mau english contest tingkat apaya jakartatimur kl gslh :p wml.\

oke, kok jd ngmgn ini?

jadiii tadi pagi itu harusnya jadwal latihan paskib, tapi field A di sklh dipake buat career day dan field B buat lapangan parkir, so? kita harusya gak paskib. jadi, sang ketua paskib, putra pun decide buat latihan diluar sekolah, tepatnya di lapangan pacuan kuda. ya we're going to pacuan kuda. eh pas otw algi blg mau dijemput di sklh so gue ke sklh pas kesana dia trnyt udh di pacuan kuda, yaudah akhirnya gue lgsg aja ke pacuan kuda, udh rame. gak lama kak franky dateng yaudah kita latihan kayak biasanya.

after paskib, me putra denny algi ilham will going to pickingup Gana(ya dia baru pulang dari Bali, pulangkampung dia karena mau tradisi Pangur/Metatah) jadi mereka mau ke rumah denny dulu gue mau ngedrop iko dan adilla ke at taubah, dan hafief ke sekolah, eh ternyata hafief mau ikut, yasudah jadi hafief ikut. janjiannya sama anak2 cowok td di sklh pas di sklh ditungguin ternyata mereka ke rumah denny (supir gue udh pusing nih hahaha) akhirnya kita kerumah denny dan minum sebentar langsung ke LPMJ mau jemput my mamah. abs itu trnyt ada tante Berry dan Pak deden, makin rame aja kannn jd ada yg duduk dibagasi -__- yaudah abs itu kita otw sekolah lagi-__-(kali ini satpam sekolah yg bosen ngeliat mobil gue) akhirnya tante wati acong sama satu lagi tante siapa gt lupa ikut tp naik taxi dan kita mau ke rumah bu umi yg jauuuuh bgt di harapan indah masih kesanaan lagi. nah lo kaya gatau aja sih temen2 gue ini bokep dan guru gue pun ehem mendukung. apalagi kalo udah ngelawak bisa ngocok perut beneran deh,

nah dari rumah bu umi kita ke sekolah lagi (lo itungin deh jberapakali gue ke sekolah) nah abs dr sekolah gue putra denny algi hafief ilham nyokap otw ke airport jemput gana. sampe disana kita jemput gana nah abs dari airport kita makan di riung tenda, abs makan kita otw kerumah gana dan dari rumah gana kita.......ke sekolah lagi. hahaha! capek tuh gue ke sekolah mulu sampe bosen.

jadi thanks all for today, besok dbc yap jam 6 kumpul di sekolah lgsg start ke senayan.

xo

sekar

Movie Time

HI! this is Sekar and my sist Mayang. Today we'll bring you............... Princess Protection Program and Mean Girls.. Wanna see? ;)






PRINCESS PROTECTION PROGRAM

Mayang(black shirt):

black shirt: XDYE crew

long sweater: ZARA kids

hat: Nike

jeans: Kickers

shoes: Converse

Sekar(tosca dress):

dress: tailor made

sash: tailor made

wedges: Crocs

MEAN GIRLS

Mayang:(red sweater)

sweater: ZARA basic

jeans: Guess

shoes: Elle

Sekar(skirt):

skirt: ZARA basic

cardigan: Mark&Spencer

Tshirt: rider for kids

wedges: Crocs

XO,

Sekar and Mayang